HOMEMADE WALNUT BATH

Hi guys

After discussing my situation with Miss Aida, I decided to take a Walnut Bath. Since I need it urgently and it takes about 6 weeks to get an LM parcel over here I decided to make my own:

1. 9 walnuts
2. 9 pinch of lavender
3. 9 leaves of Vervein
4. 9 Cloves
5. 9 pinch of Senna Leaves
6. Some Ginger
7. Thyme
8. Dill Leaves
9. Some road opener incense

I'm boiling this for a while then I will let it cool down and use it in the shower to try and for myself from the weight over my head... I cannot keep crying like this every morning, and I cannot keep bothering my buddies with my tears and sorrow... It has to stop!

PS I hear my mum sent him an email 4 or 6 days ago... She told him you dont leave someone like that and not give them any news after living together three years and being engaged... Well... We shall see but I have very little hope... Hope of his return have left my soul friends... 

ALL  MY RIVALS SPELL

Hi guys!

So my mum sent me a picture of my ex with his new girl, shaked my confidence and my whole world... In spite I created a Witch Jar with inside the peition ALL MY RIVALS:

In the jar you will find: 9 black pins, 9 needles and 9 nails (not rusty because all I had were new ones...) I also put some dirt from were 2 dogs have been figthing, wiped my ass and added some vinegar.

XRDS UPDATE

Hi Guys!

Ok so I am not sure what to think over this anymore, but my Xrds Ritual isn't going as well as I imagined... First my mate is visiting and insists upon coming with me... I dont think its very appreciated by the spirit world... Secondly, I keep seeing black cycle bikes but I am wondering if people dont just wear a lot of black... You see by the time I get to Xrds I have already seen 10 people dressed in black... Sometimes I think... Maybe its a good sign and sometimes I think should I stay longer at Xrds and actually wait? 3 more nights and we will know... I shall bury everything after that... Im thinking of doing a Road Opener spells but I cannot find any...